fair?

sometimes,we felt God do something isn't fair. That's what I've been trough. I just thought,my best friend betray me. but i dunno why,i think my best friend angry with me. what's wrong?she's the one that I thought has betrayed me. why she became angry?I'm the one who need to be angry. and,that boy-,- he just made me frustated. At one point,I just wanna die. but,I think.. I think about my future,about my friends. maybe it isn't fair. but,all this time God always give me friends that I needed,family that love me no matter how I look like,n a best friend who betray me but I still love her. maybe it's a problem,but now I knew. it's not anybody's fault. but it's just about how we think about it. if we think about it as a negative thing,it'll be bad. but now,just look the positive thing. It's fair:D

tired but fun :D

hari ini,gua pulang skola ada wawancara OSIS.doain masuk ya temans" :D nah gua tuh yg paling akhir,jd pulang jm 2 an. pdhl gua uda harus lthn O2 band jm 1-3. pulang" lgsg gnti bju n pegi latian band. tp,untungny tmn" gua mw ngertiin.mrk mw nambah wktu latian,gila seru bgt nge band sm tmn" gtu. kita akhirnya udah video 2 lagu,Hell Song - Sum 41 dan Your Guardian Angels - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. slese latian krn d tmbh 1 jm,jdnya jm 4 slesenya. pulang" lgag pegi les gua yg jm 4.30. pulang les gua les lg ampe jm 7. pulang",cm 5 mntan gua makan krn blm mkn dr siang. trus pegi lg gua ngeband ama tmn" kantor nyokap bokap bwt acara besok. n sukses latiannya. doain yah buat besok juga,biar sukses.hheeee. gila pulang",tlunjuk kanan gua lecet gitu.ckckck tp asli seru abis ni hari. I LOVE TODAY :D

O2band

uuu yeaaa,akhirnyaimpian gua untuk buat band terwujud juga. gila gua seneng banget. anggotanya itu ada gua,dionisius jeremia patty a.k.a dion yg pegang gitar, christo yg pegang bass n last but not least is michael amadeus a.k.a michael/michael blaine :D who played drum! yeaaa akhirnya..
kita udah bs 2 lagu lohhhh-->bangga. hmm gua doa smoga itu awalan yg baik untuk band kita.
Lagu pertama kita ada Hell song - SUM 41 sama Your Guradian Angels - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus yg awawaw gua nyanyi.hhaaa bru kali ini gua nyanyi depan cowo". hhaa mw gmn lg?masalahny emg gua cwe sndri,hhaa. but it's very fun. I have fun with them,such an exciting band. can't wait for our next rehearsal guys.

better be me than my friend

what would you do first when there's an earthquake near your house,and in your house there's only 1 small basement which will be full with the member of your family but there's your friend there? yea,you will help your self first,after that you will help your friend.
But something happen. I just think,my friend should get in first then I will try hard to get in.

Somethin' that I wanna say is this : my friend have trough a worst year with a boy which is,hmmm,such a jerk. i thought,he is kind, patient etc. but he doesn't have heart. if he loves my friend,then why he makes her sad,even crying. I just don't want something worst that I've been trough,will happen to my friend. It's better be me,not her. She is kind,beautiful,exciting,etc. but she become sad, sad n sad because that jerk.

one more thing that I want to say to that jerk "Don't mess up with her,you've rouin her life with angry with her all the time. If u want to angry or something,just don't do it with her."